NOTHING GOLD CAN STAY ALBUM LYRICS
Text & Music By: Tilde Ingham
All About The Man
Moving grounds, I feel reborn, I think.
Out and about
Until I fall right back where you last left me
Obscured by the night, by your hands
My head’s long gone (my head’s long gone)
And I’m drunk but you’re higher
Reach for you to be my pacifier
And I need you more, I need you more than you want me
History is destined to repeat itself
Then, what is it about me?
Why am I looking for more
When I know you’re already gone
It’s all about the man, all about the man..
And it ain’t about me losing
And it ain’t always my fault
Feel I am hauled into this drama,
Why I can’t let go?
And alarm bells ring
Everytime I let you in
It’s all about the man, it’s all about the man, all about the man
How did it come to be all about the man?
Mixing past with the present
Can’t seem to leave
The tears have yet not dried
But I’m looking for more
Give me something so I can feel again
You got nothing for me
Yet I’m there in a heartbeat
Been over and through
Way too many times
Nothing more to say
Nothing more to give
History is destined to repeat itself
Then, what is it about me?
Why Im looking for more when I know
you’re already gone
It’s all about the man, all about the man..
And it ain’t about me losing
And it ain’t always my fault
Feel I am hauled into this drama,
Why I can’t let go?
And alarm bells ring
Everytime I let you in
It’s all about the man, all about the man, it’s all about the man..
I Think I Made You Up In My Head
Take your bags and leave
Your love brought nothing but pain and misery
So take all your stuff and leave
Well, this was over sooner than last week´s peace
Nothing left to prove
We were always gonna lose
So, get out of here (get out of here)
Played me all along
Appeared in all my songs
Now, get out of here (get out of here)
I think I made you up in my head
It was never gonna work out anyway
I think I made you up in my head
You were never gonna change anyway
Longing for our encounter
Whenever life was hard
You were my silver lining
That would light up my heart
Nothing left to prove
We were always gonna lose
So, get out of here (get out of here)
Played me all along
Appeared in all my songs
Now, get out of here (get out of here)
I think I made you up in my head
It was never gonna work out anyway
I think I made you up in my head
You were never gonna change anyway
Thought love would set you free
But in time it was better in the dream
That you would die for
And then the dream leaves..
I think I made you up in my head
It was never gonna work out anyway
I think I made you up in my head
You were never gonna change anyway
Are You Willing
Wasn’t easy to forget you
Wasn’t easy to let go
I’ve been loving you for too long
I was yours more than my own
And I loved you more than you’ll ever know
But I’ve loved you for too long
Wish I could love you less
Wish I could yearn you less, little darling
Wish I could love you less
Wish I could come to rest, oh darling
(but) Are you willing to love me now?
I’ve been waiting for time to erase your memory
I’ve been waiting for memory, to let go of your face
And I loved you more than you’ll ever know
But I’ve loved you for too long
Wish I could love you less
Wish I could yearn you less, little darling
Wish I could love you less
Wish I could come to rest, oh darling
(so) Are you willing to love me now?
Nothing Gold Can Stay
Everytime you leave
It’s like you take another piece of me
Everytime you leave
It’s like you take what’s left of me
´cos you stole the night and you took the day and even the sun too
But I guess, nothing gold can stay
Well I heard it through the grapevine, I heard people say before
To love you was never easy, to love you would always be hard
And I guess nothing gold can stay
Dear sun, dear moon, dear the ocean too
I begged and I prayed - let me please keep you
But I guess nothing gold can stay
Wish I could have told you how much you mean to me
Wish I could turn back time
And for us to see
For us to see, that love
Is the most delicate thing
´cos as the spring yearns for summer
Like the desert misses the rain
Love me a little, ´cos I adore you
I know, you’re not all to blame
Guess I rushed in like one of these fools
But when you undressed me to my bones
You put light on my darkest wounds
And I guess nothing gold can stay
Nothing gold can stay.
Take A Little More
Working myself to the edge now
ain’t no cure for this love, no time in this world
That could heal this wound
But baby I’ve been here for well over a while
And Im tired I need some kind of sign
From you
And Ive said to myself one too many times,
That I’m, I’m on the line
And I’ve paid those debts for way too long
Can’t pay those bills no more
And I have pleaded, I’ve begged to you, a broken cry
I’ve given you all, I’ll be your light
So take a little more,
Take it all now, I am already gone
So take a little more
´til im nothing left but yours
Pushing myself to the very edge now
Pushing every corner it is hard to breath around you
And I’ve played along
In this act of yours for too long
´til it’s right before my eyes
That I won’t see nobody
I won’t love nobody
Unless it’s you
Tonight is ours,
Give me your blessing
I’m your slave,
Please let me obey
Take a little more,
take it all now, I’m already gone
So take a little more
´til im nothing left but yours
Your face is haunting me
Oh how I long to be free
´cos everything I do,
Everything I say
It all leads me back to you
Take a little more,
Take it all now
I am already gone
So take a little more ´til i’m nothing left but yours
Our Day Won’t Come
Dear love, it’s me again
Just wanted to tell you that I’m better, I’m well
Oh babe, I know we’re unsolved
I’m sorry for calling, I just need a friend
I know you’re tired of me going over this now
But I’ve really been trying to reclaim my pride
You and me, we’re rootless babe
Lets build a life together somewhere else
We could go to Shanghai, or Spain
Stay there forever and create a new game
Our day won’t come.
Said you’d be waiting
That you loved me too
I did not dream it was really you
Then winter turned to spring and summer came
Guess you forgot sooner, maybe I’m to blame
He was like me
With all the scars and the wounds
Said ”don't cry little girl, you’ll be home soon"
'cos you and me we’re rootless babe
Let’s build a life together somewhere else
So let’s start somewhere new
Where we can play by our rules
A world for us lovers
On the back of the moon
Our day won’t come
A distant cry
Moves in my ear
Twisted faces
Haunt the dreamer in me
The trembling of time split the night the sky
A dawn is breaking
Let it hear our cry
Our day won’t come
I Was Made To Love Him
If you wanna say something, say it now
I’m tired of guessing, what’s on your mind
If you wanna leave, then just leave
I’m tired pursuing you to let me in
So if you wanna go, then just go
´cos I can’t bring myself to leave
Still hope we can settle now, put behind this everlasting fight
I shut my eyes to see your face
In my sleep, please come to me
And only then, when you’re near
You take me there, where hell´s fires fade
You take me higher, where I need to be
You take me places, I’ve never seen
You lift me up, where I can breath
And forget about the bad..
With a pen as my source of relief
Will I ever find lasting peace?
So take me in your open arms,
Where I can break, where I can heal
Where our love will do no harm
Where love doesn’t scar
Lift me up where I am free
Take me there, where I can breath
Love me now or let me leave
Love me forever, or leave me to bleed
You take me higher, where I need to be
You take me places, I’ve never seen
You lift me up, where I can breath
And forget about the bad..
I Should Have Loved Your Friend
I should have loved you, I should have loved you as a friend
I should have loved, I should have loved your friend instead
He was always sweeter
And we would always get along
Compared to you, he’s someone I can always turn to
I should have loved, I should have loved your friend instead
And from what I heard, he’s really good in bed
Don’t think I underestimate how you can really burn
But when the lattice of scars
Showing on your arms
I knew i’d found my man
Im not your woman,
Just as little as your my man
You’re not someone to settle for
Seems like that’s what I´m going for
And he ask what I see in you
Why women follow, like they do
A burning kiss, my heart dazzles, and i’m forever his to keep
I should have loved you, I should have loved you as a friend
I should have loved, I should have loved your friend instead
Nights sweats, or moon-struck I stumble from bed
There you sit lightning up a Marlboro red
Oh a life with you my eternal defeat
I should have loved you, I should have loved you as a friend
I should have loved, I should have loved your friend instead
He was always sweeter
And we would always get along
Compared to you, he’s someone I can always turn to
You’ve Been Burned
You say you never fall in love
Say you never loved
Say that people, just don’t understand
They will never understand you
But I know those words don’t come without a reason
Your eyes are telling you’ve been burned
Each time, you’ve been burned
You’ve been burned
Say you always kill the things you love
But please save our love
Don’t let your demons, ruin it all
´cos the colder you get, the more attached I get
´cos I know, you’ve been burned
Been burned too many times
Can’t let anyone in
You’ve been burned
People say you’ve been burned before
But please let me in
Oh please open your heart to me
Please open your heart to me
God Knows I Haven’t Lived Yet
I wish I could let, everyone see
See all what’s growing inside of me
To let go of all this fear, all this fear
Thats been keeping me
Been everywhere and nowhere
Been through the fire and the rain
Try to keep out all, what’s overwhelming me from each and every side
Scared of loosing words
Scared of loosing all what’s worth
And God knows, God knows
I haven’t lived yet
Life gave you those shoes to fill
Heavy burden
Life seemed mean
´cos anyway, you’re not satisfied
Always looking for the way to find
The key that would calm
Calm that restless mind
But the fight kept on
The war inside so strong
Always looking for the big new fix
Easy treasures
Life seemed rich
But alone, alone
Those tears could not hold back for long
And God knows, God knows
I haven’t lived yet
And you dream your days away
Always looking for the escape
Thinking, is this life i’d rather be without
And all the pain, all the grief
The guilt, the pressure, ”let me release”
A prayer let out in this song
Because you live with your eyes closed
Never sees what life’s got in hold for you
Worrying about the past and done
Worrying about the past and done
Well anyway
You’re not satisfied
And God knows, God knows
We haven’t lived yet